Starry
nights, city lights coming down over me
Sky
scrapers and stargazers in my head
I thought adolescence
would last forever—oh if only it had.
I thought friends could
be forever, but maybe it's best that they weren't.
Now the days are too
long and the nights blur into empty moments that used to last
forever.
Are we, we are? Are we, we are the waiting unknown?
I feel that age is fast
approaching.
Death blooms like a
flower.
This dirty town, it's burning down in my dreams
Lost
and found, city bound in my dreams
I must go. I am here no
longer, though my body waivers.
Stagnant legs and
sleepy gazing will be my demise...
I gaze into dreams, my
sleepy mind keeps me waiting—keeps me wanting.
What is left of here?
What has been lost?
And
screaming
My mind is screaming.
Are
we, we are? Are we, we are the waiting?
And
screaming
Are
we, we are? Are we, we are the waiting?
Good will come if only
I am patient.
But if I stay too long—
I have wasted, I am
wasting away.
Forget-me-nots and second thoughts live in isolation
Heads
or tails—fairy tales in my mind
The irony is I knew all
along that I would lose. That the promises made were empty.
Promises always are.
But I never thought I
would end up lonely.
That no one would
replace the nostalgia that feeds my regret.
Are we, we are? Are we, we are the waiting unknown?
Lives so short waste
away with the length of time.
The
rage and love—story of my life
the
jesus of suburbia is a lie
I could be lost in this
land of demons, but I can create direction.
If only I could try—but
trying harder is a liar's game.
Only fools subside in
difference. Growing means knowing.
Growing means changing
everything.
And
screaming
My mind is reeling.
Are we, we are? Are we, we are the waiting?
And screaming
Are we, we are? Are we, we are the waiting unknown?
I can't.
I can't do it.
I won't I won't I
won't.
Are we, we are? Are we, we are the waiting?
And screaming
Are we, we are? Are we, we are the waiting unknown?
I'll
wait for no one.
